blogging. thinking. typing.
i'm like so moody today.
unhappy-happy-hyper-serious-sleepy-noisy-quiet-sweet
i know valentine is coming but chinese new year is around the corner
(talking crap. everyone knows that)
i'm tired already. mentally. why must it always be like that. i don't want it to be this way anymore. so i will learn to let go. i'm not sure how you feel all along but i don't want to guess anymore. the duration i've been guessing is way to long so i'll not guess anymore. i guess whenever we start a new chapter in life. we all start to change. it really gets on my nerve how you will never understand. it's okay. maybe you understand but you just didn't show any reaction. that's all. note that i say everyone change. don't argue with me on that point as i really believe everyone change but it is just so minor that you will not realise. i can prove it because i know i've changed too. maybe everyone that i know has a perception that i'm always happy and smiling all the way (or maybe that is how i feel la) but i really have feelings too.
i really don't know how to put this in words but.
everytime i tell myself to stop, it is just so difficult.
i really don't know why.
last but not least
I LOVE YOU.
(that will be the last you hear that from me)
p/s : if you are my friend. don't ask about it.
currently listening and focusing the lyrics of : if i were a boy by beyonce knowles.
i'm like so moody today.
unhappy-happy-hyper-serious-sleepy-noisy-quiet-sweet
i know valentine is coming but chinese new year is around the corner
(talking crap. everyone knows that)
i'm tired already. mentally. why must it always be like that. i don't want it to be this way anymore. so i will learn to let go. i'm not sure how you feel all along but i don't want to guess anymore. the duration i've been guessing is way to long so i'll not guess anymore. i guess whenever we start a new chapter in life. we all start to change. it really gets on my nerve how you will never understand. it's okay. maybe you understand but you just didn't show any reaction. that's all. note that i say everyone change. don't argue with me on that point as i really believe everyone change but it is just so minor that you will not realise. i can prove it because i know i've changed too. maybe everyone that i know has a perception that i'm always happy and smiling all the way (or maybe that is how i feel la) but i really have feelings too.
i really don't know how to put this in words but.
everytime i tell myself to stop, it is just so difficult.
i really don't know why.
last but not least
I LOVE YOU.
(that will be the last you hear that from me)
p/s : if you are my friend. don't ask about it.
currently listening and focusing the lyrics of : if i were a boy by beyonce knowles.
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